Sometimes I Just Don't Know

Okay, so I had a three day stint at Scotty's =/. But come on, let's face it I am known for getting in over my head with a lot of things in my life, this being just one of many. The whole working like 7 hours on this past Monday and then like 10 hours at Scotty's at night is what did me in...come on! I may be only 22, but I cannot work that many hours in one day and then have to do it again the next day. So anyways, hope no one out there will think I'm just a quitter...cause I am not. Although there was that one time when my dad and I had a long talk and he said that all I did was quit things, which was true of back then. It was my senior year in high school and I told my band director I didn't want to be Drum Major anymore, quit Jazz Band, and a few other things. I went through this phase where I didn't think it was cool anymore and it didn't help that our band director was slightly psycho, in that he freaked out at every little thing...he just needed to relax=Þ

But anyways, maybe I made a little bit of money out of the three days I worked at Scotty's. Anywho.

I know this is a hard time for some ppl right now in their lives, with college and finding jobs and even just realizing what you want to do for the rest of your life and what kind of person you hope to be. I won't name anyone, but if any of you ever read this, just know that we are all going to have tough times and that just because you quit something or didn't get where you thought you would be right now and life, or you just don't know what the hell it is you want to do, it doesn't mean that your life is going to be bad and that you'll never get where you want to be or that you can't be happy with what you have around you...including friends and family that care about you and will always be there for you, good times and bad! (I know...I am guilty of having written every cliché possible about this sort of thing).

Anyways, that's all for now.
Much love;)