Thursday, March 24, 2005

About two dreams I had last night...

Okay, so before I forget, I had two dreams...one was scary and the other was way sad.

The first one had to do with my mom and I going somewhere in a part of town that was kind of shady...well on second thought, way shady. Like from what I can remember I think the town was Kokomo like I can remember parts being really familiar like kind of around the Chrysler plant and the railroad tracks...like I think somewhere near the Eagles Lodge. Anywho, there was this little restaurant out of the way and my mom and I had went there to eat, but it was reall freakin late. And when we were leaving we basically ran like hell from the door to our cars, and I can remember my mom telling me to take a zig-zag pattern when we were running out to the car. Really scary at the time in my dream. And I remember thinking who the heck would work here? At least during a late night/midnight shift of sorts. EEKS!

And now my second dream that was sad, because I remember I cried in my dream. So I was having dinner with a male friend and from what I remember it was with James. And we were just catching up on times and like somehow I got to asking him if there was another chance for us (which isn't cool that I am having these dreams because I am just at the point where I feel good just being friends right now). And I remember in the dream that he said no, and that he was moving out of the state for a job that he got. And I can remember that I suddenly got really sad and tears were streaming down my face and so I went to go to the ladies room to get myself together and get through the rest of the meal. But as I was on the way to restroom I saw someone I knew having dinner with their GF and I said hello and they asked what was wrong and I told them what had happened and they felt bad and it seemed like they thought the guy was making the wrong decision. And whoever it was that I was talking to at this table said something comforting like that I am a great girl and that he will realize it when it is too late. But then here is the shocker! Like when I woke up this morning and got to thinking about what the dream was and who exactly everyone was...I wasn't having dinner with James, it was with some other guy, and the guy eating dinner with his GF that I knew and talked to was James. So it made me think, hey this is a different guy that I was hung up over and that in my dream James was comforting (as a friend would/should be) and so ya...kind of sad in a way, but not because even though I cried in my dream cause I wasn't over some unknown guy, I was still friends with James and apparently we were still good enough friends that we talked to each other and there wasn't a sense of jealousy (from me) about us dating other ppl and what not. I dunno if all of that made sense. but yeah.

So those were my two dreams. Hope you didn't get into this blog thinking I had some krazy wild and fun dreams or way mysterious sci-fi like dreams, or whatever sort of dream you would have preferred to read about!

All for now!

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