Geez!

It has been forever since I have blogged! What has been going on? Um, a lot of stuff in between here and now. Christina came back from Ft. Wayne and now she is gone again and in South Bend with Star Team. I have hung out with friends...Jenny, James, Mike, Ross, Ben, Hillary, Kelly, Christina, Ginger...sorry if I have forgotten anyone.

Got a lot on my mind...I miss my parents, they are still in Florida, although when I spoke to my dad he said that they will be heading back home on Saturday. Hillary and I are working on getting our summer vacation off the ground. We are starting to save our tips starting this next week, it will for the most part be for gas. And depending on the car we take, there may be some leftover to spend on food or some other need along the trip. Also thinking of where I want to live this next year, as far as leases go. Um...So far there are three options that I am considering. One of course is living by myself, probably here at SouthRidge. And the other two are living with Hillary and her friends on Harrison Street in this really cute house. I will be looking at it more tomorrow. But this isn't really an option until Kelly decides what she is doing cause she has first choice, obviously. Anywho, and the other option was just presented today. Rebecca, Ross' wife, has decided to commit another year to St. Thomas here in West Lafayette. And so she is looking at getting an apt here cause she will divide her time btw here and Chicago, if the Chicago thing works out for Ross (which of course I hope will work out for him) So I could possibly room with her this next year. But of course I have to think about all of this and if I will be around here, more than likely yes because I have not found anything elsewhere that I am willing to move for and to be by myself. Anywho. And of course lots to think about with work and all and where I hope to be and what I hope to accomplish this summer, etc. Oy!

But other than that, everything is going alright. My life is decent for now and good for being highly unmotivated to better myself each day. Not about anything in particular, just with things in general. I could always be nicer each day, and be more patient/understanding of things, make better choices as far as being healthy, um...how I spend money (save rather than spend on things that aren't necessary). When I think of what I usually spend my money on, besides bills, it is all on food and music. I guess music does bring me much entertainment and enjoyment. Food is something else...it's pretty much my drug of choice I think. Seriously, like I abuse it quite often, like eating tons of bad food in one day. And it plays a big factor on how I feel in one day. Like it's weird. Tomorrow I am going to check out this new Chinese Buffet over by where I live and Hillary is going with me (she said it was good) and like when I was taking a shower I was thinking...hmm, we are going to have an early dinner so I will sleep in and not eat anything til then so I can pig out and then I will be full and not want to eat for the rest of the evening and will go to bed early. Like that is messed up that I am planning my day around a Chinese Buffet...EEKS! weird. anyways.

Okay, so I know I talk about music a lot and sing a lot (mostly off-key, heh!) but I am seriously in love with music. Like the other day I hung out with Kelly and Hillary and like then entire way to Newton County and back we listened to country music and I thoroughly enjoyed it. Like in the early nineties I listened to country and then throughout the years I have listened to it off and on. Like it was just fun to listen to it. And like I love that I can sample tons of music on iTunes, granted the 30 seconds of each song may not be the best sample, but still, it is fun times. So ya. this whole section is pointless, I didn't really state anything interesting or mind-blowing. (not that I have in this entire blog, but you know what I mean)

Anyways, time to take my contacts out and sport my awesome glasses and listen to some music before I just get so tired I can't sit anymore!