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okay, so how old am I? When am I going to stop having silly crushes on ppl? I either need to step it up and say something to these guys or just keep it to myself. I guess it's good in a way, because then I write silly poems or lots of run-on sentences about it in my journal. But still. Anywho. I am way bummed because my computer is being all weird and something is wrong with it and I think the time is coming soon to build a new one with the help of Eric and James. I just hope it isn't my hard drive that is damaged so I can still have all my dumb poems/short stories and of course my music. Anywho. I can't remember if I posted these up here before or not, but here is one of my favorite songs. I know, I know, enough already about El Scorcho and Weezer, but I seriously love this song. Hillary found it hard not to like, and the music video also made her see that Rivers Cuomo is hot in his own way, heh. And I remember telling Chris (Andrus) about the song and he was all like, I'm sure I'll hate it (jokingly) to which Nick said, it's hard not to like it....so here it is.

El Scorcho (From Pinkerton)

Goddamn you half-Japanese girls
do it to me every time
oh, the redhead said you shred the cello
And I'm jello, baby
But you won't talk, won't look, won't think of me
I'm the epitome of Public Enemy
Why you wanna go and do me like that?
Come down on the street and dance with me

I'm a lot like you so please Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you and you'd be good for me

I asked you to go to the Green Day concert
You said you never heard of them
-How cool is that?-
So I went to your room and read your diary:
"watching Grunge leg-drop New-Jack through a press table..." and then my heart stopped: "listening to Cio-Cio San fall in love all over again."

How stupid is it? I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
(How stupid is it? Won't you give me a minute
Just come up to me and say hello to my heart) How stupid is it?
For all I know you want me too and maybe you just don't know what to do or maybe you're scared to say: "I'm falling for you"

I wish I could get my head out of the sand 'cuz I think we'd make a good team
and you would keep my fingernails clean
but that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'cuz I can't even look in your eyes without shakin', and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon.

Much Love!