So What'cha Want

Ah, Beastie Boys. I should pull them out more often. Anywho. Just getting ready to go to lunch at Moe's. What? I like to eat at Moe's???? Ate there like four times last week. Ate there last night and off to do so again. It's just good food and they help out with the tofu and not cooking stuff in animal fat, etc. Anywho.

Last night was the big store meeting. It was nice to have everyone in the same place. Well almost everyone, we were missing a few ppl. It was really good I felt. Except at the end I felt that the last comment/statement made was directed at me and no one else but me. Please don't get me wrong, I am not trying to make this all about me, but no one else's name was mentioned and the person looked at me the entire time. I felt really weird and also really bad. I try to be sensitive and make sure everyone is feeling good at work, but I also expect ppl to do their jobs, but maybe I am too demanding/insensitive and not considerate of anyone's feelings. Lord, I dunno. I mean it was good that I got to hear this statement, because it made me realize I need to be more aware of how partners feel around me at work and what not. But at the same time this person told me a few days ago that I was hard to read, and I explained to them when I ask them to do certain things it's not out of being mean/demanding. It's just that is what needs to be done and if it looks like things aren't getting done, it's my job to do so. And I'm not the kind that asks everyone else to do things and stand around and not do anything myself. Although when I do find I ask ppl to do things and I am not doing anything, I apologize and say, "wait, I can do this, I am not doing anything." I dunno. I am just glad I have the next few days off. Don't confuse this blog for worrying too much about this situation, but I do not ever want feeling bad because of something I did/say or didn't do or say. I think everyone knows this, but if not, I would never ever ever for anything make anyone feel bad intentionally. That's just not me and I don't like when ppl feel like that and of course I don't like feeling that way myself. I dunno if that all made sense, but there it is.

Lots of stuff going on with myself and others good and bad. I am thinking of a lot of ppl right now and hope that whatever they are going through that things will get better or at least more manageable.

Much Love!