Okay, so it seems I have time to catch my breath today for a little bit. Last week was a little much for me it seems (I think anyone who was around me/talked to me could tell that). I didn't have time to eat decent meals, there were a lot of bagels consumed...lots, didn't have the time to sleep, meditate, get things done, etc. But all things come to pass and here I am with a new week and I learned a lot from how krazy last week was and I know I need to be a little more regimented with what I need to allow myself to do to keep myself sane and focused because I can tell you right now I have a million things running through my mind and when speaking I can't even stay on one topic, just ask Lisa. Anywho, got to see my parents and others this past weekend...Justin and Adinda got married...yay! James and I spent Saturday evening talking to them after the wedding until like 2 in the morning. It was so nice, but as James said, we could have spent several hours more reminiscing about the past and such, but I needed to go home and they were leaving on their flight in a few hours. I am very happy for them and I wish them all the love and happiness in the world.
It seems with all these weddings and such, and folks having babies it is making me a bit eager to get to that point in my life. I want it to be soon, but I don't want it to take up a lot of my time wishing/hoping for it. For one thing, I don't know when it will happen, and of course when it does come up I know (or hope at least) that it will be great and well worth the wait. Also, my parents are celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary October 23rd (and as I found out from my mom on Saturday, are renewing their wedding vows) and it has made me look at how much they have worked very hard at maintaining (for lack of a better word) their marriage. I know that no marriage is perfect and I am not looking for a perfect marriage (where is the fun and learning in that?). But, I do want to be in a marriage where myself and my future husband will both put in the same effort to overcome obstacles and strive for a loving and understanding relationship. Side note, it would be pretty sweet if he turned out to be a vegetarian and would want to meditate with me. But I am easy-going and would also happily marry a member of the other PETA (People for the Eating of Tasty Animals) and non-meditator, who will not pass judgement/scoff at my interests/lifestyle...boo to that!
What else...trying to keep up with things in the world, but it is a little harder to do right now than I thought.
Much Love to All!
p.s. It seems I have found a new Starbucks crush...kind of. I dunno, it seems silly to have crushes but what the hey. His name is Ben, he has a twin bro, is from L.A. (or was at one point), is cute, stylish, artsy and super smart, and is studying HTM at Purdue. No I am not a stalker, I received all of this information from Emily Becker who went to high school with him in Kokomo.
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