Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Update

Since last blog, I found out I did not get the promotion that I was hoping for. Just wasn't meant to be I suppose and I need to learn not to get so nervous for an interview. It is nice though that it is done and over. Also, I appreciate everyone who gave me positive reinforcement prior to and after the interview. It really does mean a lot to me=) I get another shot at it in April/May. A lot of things can happen in between now and then, but I'm ready for whatever is to happen...I think. I am getting ready to move stores, also. This is my last week at Sagamore and next week I start at Wabash Landing. I am not for sure what is expected of me. Obviously I am still a shift, but they mentioned molding me for ASM, so I figure that means they will be giving me more responsibilities, like ordering product, etc. I've got to be honest, I am not super motivated right now to learn a bunch of new things. I am more excited to just work in a new environment with all the lessons I've learned from working at Sagamore. Good and bad things, number one though (and this is not to offend anyone) is to separate my friendships from those I work with. I find myself more high strung, one could say anxious, when it seems I have been trying to be everyone's friend and listen to what others have problems with outside of work, etc. I have the friendships that I want from people I have met through work, and I am content with those. With other partners (coworkers) I don't want it to escalate into talking about completely inappropriate topics at work, or people taking offense to me because I don't go out of my way to ask them about their life. I want everyone to be happy and well, but I don't feel like I need to be made a part of someone else's business and vice versa. I feel like that came out a little harsher than how I mean it to...

What else...got back from a meditation course last Sunday. Vistited Ross on my way back home from Illinois. My parents are back home, which I am glad they got back safely.

So ya...I think that is it for now. Everything else to be blogged about is not for the internet...it's called a diary and it's at home=Þ

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