I am so hungry...soup is on the burner warming up. I hope it's good. So I know it's only Tuesday, but I have cried both today and yesterday at some point. I can be sensitive at times (okay maybe a lot), but I don' t usually cry this frequently. I think this really is just a stressful/crying month or couple of months for me. With the apt and all and not really feeling at home anywhere, no offense to Kelly! And I've been stressing about boys lately...ugh, I'm so tired of it, but my mind just goes back to it. It's not that I really want or am ready to be in a relationship after everything with James, but honestly I just haven't really been single much since high school. James and I dated off and on for the past six years, with about a year or so (cumulative) broken up in between the three times we dated, and so now that I am single I think I just don't know what to do with my time besides think about being with a guy because that's what I know. Like I need to take my hobbies/interests and really spend some time doing those other things that make me happy or that I just like doing. I'm definitely not making the most of being single. Sure I am talking and hanging out with my friends, but my mind just goes straight back to boys..bleh. I guess I just really really have to make a conscious effort to not dwell on that topic, ya know?
Anywho. I got my rental car today, it's comparable to my neon, a 2006 gold chevy cobalt. It's a nice little car, but not necessarily one that I would rush out to buy on my own. The collision repair shop was supposed to get my car, but I don't think they got my info in time, so hopefully they should get the wrecker out here tomorrow to take it back to Kokomo to fix.
Sunday I told Aaron that I'm not going to pursue the ASM position since I plan on going back to school this fall. I would feel really guilty if Starbucks invested time/money into me and then I was like...oh btw, I'm going to step down after eight months. I am really excited to go back to school. I think prob professional writing but I am still keeping journalism in the back of my mind. I'm also way excited about getting a drum kit. I was talking to James at work about what songs I want to practice playing and what not. I am so on my way to being in a rock band=Þ I've been listening to Meg White's drumming, not that I want to imitate her style, but I could learn a few things from her I'm sure. And I really like Fab from The Strokes and of course Glenn Kotche of Wilco, but I'm also just paying more attention to drummers in general.
Since seeing The Pick of Destiny, I realized that I totally love Jack Black. Like when I think back to all the movies that he is in that I've seen, he cracks me up and I love his singing and general goofiness in his movies. Kelly and I were watching The School of Rock the other day (TBS) and I just love it. I dunno, nothing profound, but JB is definitely a celebrity crush of mine.
Anywho...I need to eat my soup before Gilmore Girls is over because Kelly and I are supposed to work out after the show is over which is in like eight minutes!
much love!
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